期望

没有期望， 哪来的失望？
没有奇迹， 哪来的惊喜？
没有期望， 哪来的拥有？
没有惊喜， 哪来的拥抱？
没有奇迹， 哪来的期许？
没有失望， 哪来的教训？

cheers..
Merry Xmas and Happy New Year...

好人× kiss了一下

心情。。
非常的轻松。。
非常的愉快。。
非常的senang。。
非常的relax。。
总之非常的悠闲舒畅 。。
兴致勃勃就是了。。

哦。。。 是买礼物去。。
驾到交通圈。。有点拥挤。。
slowdown。。

有点饿呃。。
eat banana。。
午餐时经过街市买的。。
轮胎缓慢的滚着进交通圈。。
就当要咬第二口香蕉时。。

“啪”紧急的刹车。。
怎么车前多了个人？
ouch！怎么会有辆 motor？
哪来的？
机尾好像藏在车下也？”
有人倒下了吗？
头上跳着 一大堆的 ???？
冒汗。

那人很凶似的望了下。
赶紧， 很匆忙的把手上仅吃一口的香蕉放在一旁。。

慢慢的他“拉”着motor出来。

“不是撞到会有声音吗？为什么没声音的？“
一直在“找”着声音。。

motor出来了，
phew..没有多一个人。。没有被人围。。
那人看一看他的 motor。。
再望一望，车子。。
很满意。。
就在他还末扬长而去之前，
还来得及打了个 “very good” 手势。。

受惊后，既然把爱车的情况给服略了。。
那个手势惊醒了梦中人。。
很不甘愿缓缓地打了指示灯。。
停到一旁看看。。

其实他不错， 好人， 还会跟着停下看看。
车，没事。。没事。。
擦伤了点。。
没大碍。。
都一样受惊了。。
点点头，挥挥手。。
好人，
分道扬镳去吧。

爱的代价

爱的代价
--张艾嘉

还记得年少时的梦吗
象朵永远不凋零的花
陪我经过那风吹雨打
看世事无常
看沧桑变化
那些为爱所付出的代价
是永远都难忘的啊
所有真心的痴心的话
永在我心中
虽然已没有他
走吧,走吧
人总要学着自己长大
走吧, 走吧
人生难免经历苦痛挣扎
走吧, 走吧
为自己的心找一个家
也曾伤心流泪
也曾黯然心碎
这是爱的代价
也许我偶尔还是会想他
偶尔难免会惦记着他
就当他是个老朋友啊
也让我心疼
也让我牵挂
只是我心中不再有火花
让往事都随风去吧
所有真心的痴心的话
仍在我心中
虽然已没有他
走吧, 走吧
人总要学着自己长大
走吧,走吧
人生难免经历苦痛挣扎
走吧, 走吧
为自己的心找一个家
也曾伤心流泪
也曾黯然心碎
这是爱的代价
为自己的心找一个家
也曾伤心流泪
也曾黯然心碎
这是爱的代价
也曾伤心流泪
也曾黯然心碎
这是爱的代价

Full Moon Beach Party

life seems like coming to a stop..

boringness,laziness hover all over the feeling..

to spice up the life..

to make it more excited..

i tot of a getaway..

rather 'excape-away'..

then a day in a newspaper..

saw an ad..'Full moon beach party'

wow..sound fun..

beach? i like!!

and the price looks affordable.. :-p

so... send a message over to another boring fella..

'beach party pulau pangkor, interested'

hahahaa...i can imagine a dull eyes suddenly 'ting' 'ting' sparkling...

because i was like that..

so question come..

'wat is beach party?'

'mmm...'

'beach party mean drink, dance, and drink and

and as time goes by ur outfit getting lesser and lesser.."

hahaha..nice description...

'beach party == one night stand'

wooo..hehehe.....

well in the end of the day... i did getaway..

but i ended sitting in an empty house alone..

sobbing hard while watching 'Marley and Me' ..

with swell eyes, a hand with coffee, am typing this...

ooooohhh... life....

i cant go anyway now...the swell red eyes

on aug 28.2009

I have SIN

ooo my god..
this room for rent thing really drive me CRAZY..

the adv was put up yesterday..
yes as predicted..
i have been receiving messages and calls...
i am expecting some other call but sigh..

anyway..
meeting with couple of strangers..
and they showed their interests..

with the overwhelm demand..
at once.. I broke my own promises..
a sinful decision..

good God... forgive me..

被人指责很不爽
当坏人的感受更不好受

It's not what enters men's mouths that's evil. It's what comes out of their mouths that is.

The Alchemist

room for rent

no i am not advertising here
nonetheless yes i have an empty room for rent..
it has been empty for the passed couple of months...

i aint 'desperately' wanna rent out the room nor if i dont wanna rent it out..
it is kinda very confusing.. i am..

i think i am phobia..
..in case i get a weird housemate..
if i 'temporary' can forget about the rental i paid...
which i think i can.. because it happen just beginning of the month ma..
i think i am kinda like it at the current state.. .
why not..
i have everything to myself..
i enjoy the "ownership" of the whole unit,
the space is belonged to me and only me most of the time.. shhh...
kinda freedom.. relax..
i walk here and there..
the whole sofa is mine, lie there reading...
blasting music like no body business...to find the source of peacefulness ..
you care less
..if the housemate like it not..
..if the housemate sleeping/studying not..
..if the woofer rock the floor..
no one listening but me.. ME..

i don know what else you wanna call it..
i just like it...

i think thats the 代价 (price) you need to pay...

i did put the adv out though..
first it attracted a malay guy ..
i think he was shocked to hear my voice..
instead he asked if i mind renting to a guy..
no offend, i just didnt ask if he mind staying with a bunch of char-siew lovers.....
i also not sure if religion officers will come and knock on my door not...
well, he didnt call back for viewing..

then an indian lady called..
i was thinking.. wow i really supporting 1 malaysia.. multi races
i didnt rent to her eventually because she unable to pay the deposit..

so the other day..
over a dinner a fren was surprised for this long i hasnt found a tenant yet..

he offered his help to put the ad on net..
i hesitated but i conceive, i accepted the offer..
he told me .. soon i will be instant superstar..
everyone will call me..

the problem with me is..
i will tempt to be very nice/honest..
i will tell the good things..
and i also will tell the bad things on the unit to the potential tenant..

well, it wont be that bad.. i have been staying here for long..
so too bad thats fact...
so this round i will zip and not talk unless being asked...

and to you and me..
the latest trend for advertising in the internet..
.. caribilik.com.my, or mudah.com.my..
if you don know thats mean we are aging.. :-p

If you can concentrate always on the present, you'll be a happy man...Life will be a party for you, a grand festival, because life is the moment we're living right now. 

The Alchemist

The Miracle 5

Its kinda awkward feeling..
when you bump into some colleagues and they said "Congratulation on your 5 years!"
and then "Congratulation" email sent across the buildings

*bewilder*
seriously you read that thing ah? :-p

Nothing of me is original. I am the combines effort of everybody I've ever known.

Thank you.

Sushi Kitchen - Japanese Meatless Cafe

it was a coincident that yesterday i went to 2 places for meal
and both places have bicycles decorated in the cafe.

Dinner at..


The restaurant slogan is “Be Veg. Save The Plane"

The shop located on 2nd floor...
The impressive interior Design on 2nd floor..


Our order..

The wakame taste not bad... my housemate said it is better than the China served... without the soil smell..
i felt got sotong taste!!! :-p
The sushi is complementery from the boss... Nice too though meatless..
and the wasabi must be very fresh.. because i was choked!!

On saturday, Sushi Kitchen practice light off for an hour...
Very romantic ... )


Our main dishes..

Sweet Potatoes Noodles and Special Spicy Source Spaghetti
The Sweet Potatoes Noodle i think the soup is made from Potatoes cook with normal noodles.. a signature dish at Sushi Kitchen...
A 清淡dish... :)

The Spicy Source according to the little waitress.. it was not not always available.. well.. it sure special.. the source actually tasted a bit like otak-otak... :)

Need to mentioned... That pair of chopsticks is not just a normal one you can get it everywhere..
it is environmental friendly chopsticks, made by bran (米糠).. 生物降解稻糠筷
the life span is 6 months.. it will naturally dissolve with soil after dispose

The green tea is free flow (it is a tea bag) so free flow the hot water.. :)
There is a corner with collection of books beside the casher counter..
a lot of varieties.. most of the book not that you can finish reading within couple of hours :-p

but it is definite a nice environment for catch up..

if you felt not comfortable with the tatami style
there are couple of tables and chairs available..

there is a bike model (not show on pic) which cost about 4900RM.
Only 3 available in Malaysia... :)
Pay a visit there.. you will know which one..
Along the way up you can read a lot of story about the owner.. Sam Yeoh..

LadyBag - Portable Lady Toilet

This is real interesting :)
Ladybag, mobile toilet for lady to solve your "kap jue". emergency problem.
It was invented by Germans.

Sound like all the females across the continent facing the issue of not enuff toilets or long q toilet issue.. :-p

To use this bag you can be in position of  "standing, sitting or squatting" .. :-p

Finally the price tag is RM63 for 3.
No.. I am not selling ... :-p
but i think this is good because "holding to pee" is bad for health.. haha

Be Sympathy

At 220. Windy, cooling nite... A perfect environment to sleep..