Competition

It has been a while I didnt join any type of competition.
The feeling become so unfamiliar to me.
Worst I even felt the anxiety at night before the games. *KIASU*

Over the weekend I participated the company Badminton Tournament.
It has been 1 year I never played any badminton game.   

The best thing is I joint the Woman Single event. *GRIN*
I remember I never wanna compete in Single event because it required a good stamina and i dont have.

On Sunday, just one games at semi final(2 sets) it has worn me up for the rest of the day. Oh yeah miraclely I make it to the semi-final.

I felt my heart beat still beating doubled as normal even several hours of resting. Until I get worry (so it beats even faster) on how to slow it down because I still have another game to catch...Yes I make it into FINAL...haha..Unbelievable...

I worry that I will be killed on the field like those footballers...hahaha..

Before the game I was like a drunker or drug addict...
No energy, the whole body was very weak and very lazy....
During the game...my legs were too heavy to move.
Lucky my arm still able to swing the racquet even sometimes it wasn't really swing at the direction I wished but better than the leg..

我怯场了。
I realised....I am old ....

Finally .... Game Over.
I won. CONGRATULATION.

Actually realised that I do hope I am able to do well in sport.
I think it was too late to improve any further if to achieve the hope to be a star ... *GRIN*