2006 looking back

I have changed. A lot. My evil surfacing...

- Easily lost patient
- Quick temper
- Proud/Over confident
- Violence
- Low EQ

Forgive me for the sin that i have committed.
I will try to be a better human being in the coming year. *amen*

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Because you care thats why you get upset
because you love thats why you frustrated
Because you have fate thats why you disappointed
because you love thats why you pain
Because you respect thast why you appreciate

Cambodia, here i come

Finally, unevenful and emotional December which I never expected have come to end *finger cross*.

Finally I am OK, I think.

The day in decemeber which i have been waiting for all this while finally arrived.

I will see you all back in Year 2007.

Merry Xmas and Happy New Year.

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Don't let your user tell you what you need to do. Study and think first before you start asking question. However once a while it can be a good reminder from them.

My New Backpack

Have been dreaming to get a back pack for myself. Finally find the excuse.

2 in 1

Front view in whole

after taking off day pack

back view (uncover)

back view (covered)

horizaontal carrier

Comedian

Just finished company annual dinner. The committee hire a comedian. Hafith Iskandar (if only i spelled the name right). Damn funny.

A real comedian, sarcastic. But he what said contain some fact and truth as well.

I also understand why the filming was disallowed. Solute.

Speechless..

Thanksful to the boss.
A chance was given to demostrate the skill,
to show off the accomplishment
But she left.

Just started to learn to love the job & responsibility
to feel the ownership & belonging.
But was told to hold the project till infinity.

The double blow.. occured less than a week.
Sad, disappointed, frustrated, pain ...

Show me the corporate management planning skills otherwise
the management is really *UCKS!

very PISSss!!

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Believe that every human born with violence element in their soul.

We are not violence (yet) because it is controlled by the rationalism and tolerance (still)...

Out of Office

Lately I have been turning on my outlook-out of office assistant way too often.
My friends were replying the mail either
asking for my location or
asking was i hire to do work or.... =p

Due to the decision of changing ERP system into SAP by the organisation.
The project team has decided to let us acquire as much
SAP technical knowledge ASAP.
So they either send us for training
or we have the trainer coming to teach us.

SO last months along I have been 2 weeks continuosly turning on
the out of office assistant.
And I slightly have a week break after travelling back from KL.
Then I continue with another week of training.

People might think that it is fun and fortunate.
Well, do it 1 or 2 times may be it is fun.
But weeks after weeks..
you will just feel like something is wrong with you. *WAY TOO WRONG*

I think that (training) wouldnt happened anymore I hope.

But I will be out of office again the end of the month till next year.
no no no...not training..
as i mentioned before.... i am adventure to CAMBODIA.

Finger cross.

However I managed to complete 3 assignments.Something that 'after years working here' I felt I accomplished somethings.

But come to think about it is just 3 simple assignments. =p

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<1 thought in day>

Should we lower our expectation in order to achieve own satisfaction?

A Different Day

Today is a different day from the start.

I am waking up to start a day by looking forward
a joyful trip to Genting later.

A department reorganisation announcement make an impact to me.
I am having a new boss today.
I should be gladful of having a new boss indeed.
It is over-shodowed.

"I am calling you to say good bye...time for me to retire......"
Few minutes farewell conversation.
An ironic farewell call.

5 years working, 3 influential bosses leaving me.

Yesterday, a colleague has sent an email saying that
"it is a different day than normal day"

Well, today is mine.

Cheers for you, my new boss.
Best wishes to my old boss.

Last, let me have my solitude.

I will be OK.

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12.12.2006

Sometimes you really need to think deep about the phrase "work for yourself truely, company is just an oragnisation utilizing ur interligent and energ; Your care and love is from you and your family and people surrounding you.So prioritize your ownself. your life and think of your family"

My Bumper is COOL

My car was hit last nite.

Last night after 'lepak' at Air Itam Pasar Malam (night market).
I was stucked in the traffic along Lebuh Thien Teik.

Suddenly, a loud "BANG" we heard and we felt the shake of the car.
My fren and I were shocked and puzzled.
"What's that?"
"!!!!!!!?????????"
From the back mirror. I saw it.
My car wasnt only being kissed. It was being .......*tu*
"what should i do" I was thinking.
"I am in the middle of the road, stuck in the traffic."
Anyway I must inspected the damage.
Judging the none moving traffic.
I came out from my car.
The uncle, driving the van talked to me in hokkien.
I heard. But understand only some of it.

Uncle, your car still 'kissing' my car how do you know just little bit only.

"Can you please reverse you car. Let me see my car?" I asked.
He relunctantly moved the van.
It is like slow motion.
I saw my bumper coming out bit by bit.
First thing come to my mind...
'WOW. my bumper is cool!'

Too dark and drizzling. I couldn't see much.
I only know it is not dented at least.
Back in the car.
My housemate commented my inspection was FAST.
May be my bumper is just hanging somewhere?"
So I went down for 2nd round inspection.
I kicked kicked my bumper..
Well, it is still intact at least.
We left.

This morning I checked again.
The damges are some scratches.
Some Paint dropped. Scratches on the boot door as well.



hehe...I am neither frustrated nor glad on the incident.
But I am amused by my bumper.
*TOUCH WOOD* & *FINGER CROSS*

ps/ Shud I ask for compensation?

what shud i do in the first place?

Anandra Nasi Kandar

Just now I went to Indian Street with friend to try the Anandra Nasi Kandar.
This is our first time visit.

We dont know anything.
We thought that it is like normal nasi kandar shop where each person 1 plate.
After I ordered just realised actually the dishes that I ordered are for 2.

so it serve as followed.



My friend's nasi serve in banana leave with 3 vegetables.

The 2 dishes in front are the curry lamb and pepper chicken I ordered.



 I ordered a thosai. Normal thosai. Also got veges. (not sure they got it mix up)

There are different type of thosai. got masala,onion,ghee and etc.. ghee thosai smell good and crispy.



 On top of that they serve curries for us. The white souce (coconut) and the bowl beside is for thosai specially.

"Dao" is served as well for thosai.

 

Total bill for the above food.

Everything is new to me..The service is good too. Food not bad.

I saw "Kwai Lou" eating there too. The shop was recommended by my SAP trainer who came from KL. He is an Indian. He actually recommended us to eat shark there. But tonite they sold out. Waiter there speak english.

HuRrAY DeCemBeR

I am very happy. December finally came and knocked on my door .

Since the end of September I have been planning a trip to Siem Reap.

Finally we booked the tickets to Phonm Pehn and Siem Reap on this coming Xmas Eve.

SO everyday I am looking forward for the day. December came, made me 1 step nearer to my wish.

First time I organising a trip...*SWEAT* haha....

YEAH!!!

GREAT MALAYSIAN

Last few weeks when I was in KL for my training.
I saw an encouraging phenomena.

Early morning at peak hours.
Outside the Wisma Genting's lobby.
I saw the newspaper man busy arranging/stacking the newspapers on the floor.
After my breakfast, I walked passed the area I lost sight of the newspaper man.

However, I saw people actually have the habit of leaving the money after taken the newspaper.

I appreciate what I saw.
It should be an example to everyone.

Several years ago, while I was in Sydney this is common sighting.
When I was back in Malaysia I was thinking when we will be able to achieve that kind of society.
And now I saw it. *big clap*

I won again

NO PIN SHALL STAND

Yesterday, I have a bowling tournament.
Organised by company's bowling commitee.


Theme: Moonlight Bowling.

 

Tell you.

My team won. hahaha.. shhhhhh
So lucky I am in the team with strong bowlers.
The prize? A medal.

I never played since last year August which was i played as a replacement.
Pin down 114 on first game. follow by 97 and 85.
hahaha... average 98.
I forgotten how many drain washed I have.
May be 10.haha

We have 5 people in a group.
The team leader is selected by committee which was last year top 48 bowler.
The rest of the team is randomly picked from the pool of the participant list.
Total Pin fall on first game is 741, 62x, 671.

We are 2nd runner up. *big clap*

Thank you to the team , 999.

* The game rule said 9 pins fall on first bowl is consider X.

ChickenHalal

One day, I went to wet market.
My intention was to buy chicken....parts.
I went to the 2nd counter.
It was easy for me to find which part I wanted since it was already late in the morning and nothing much left for me to choose.
There were 2 guys took care of the counter.
For sure they were non-chinese neither they looked like Indian.
I am not sure either if there were Malay.
The short guy told me quietly:
"Ayam in tak halal"
Obviously, I was just woke up.
My head were full with question marks.
I requested to repeat.
"Ini tak halal" so secretly he repeated with the ayam in his hand.
I looked at the chicken for a while.

Again I "Huh?"

"Tak halal" same as he repeated.

The chicken look fine with me.
I started to wonder if I heard the right thing.
So I repeated "Tak halal?".
Both of them nodded. They pointed to first stall and said ayam over there were halal.
I was scratching my head now.
"Apa tu halal?"
They explained it wasnt being prayed.(something like that)
I still cant quite understand.
"Boleh makan?" I asked.
He replied can. I bought.
Till now I still dont understand but I have already cooked and ate.

Competition

It has been a while I didnt join any type of competition.
The feeling become so unfamiliar to me.
Worst I even felt the anxiety at night before the games. *KIASU*

Over the weekend I participated the company Badminton Tournament.
It has been 1 year I never played any badminton game.   

The best thing is I joint the Woman Single event. *GRIN*
I remember I never wanna compete in Single event because it required a good stamina and i dont have.

On Sunday, just one games at semi final(2 sets) it has worn me up for the rest of the day. Oh yeah miraclely I make it to the semi-final.

I felt my heart beat still beating doubled as normal even several hours of resting. Until I get worry (so it beats even faster) on how to slow it down because I still have another game to catch...Yes I make it into FINAL...haha..Unbelievable...

I worry that I will be killed on the field like those footballers...hahaha..

Before the game I was like a drunker or drug addict...
No energy, the whole body was very weak and very lazy....
During the game...my legs were too heavy to move.
Lucky my arm still able to swing the racquet even sometimes it wasn't really swing at the direction I wished but better than the leg..

我怯场了。
I realised....I am old ....

Finally .... Game Over.
I won. CONGRATULATION.

Actually realised that I do hope I am able to do well in sport.
I think it was too late to improve any further if to achieve the hope to be a star ... *GRIN*

Geometry Puzzle

September 13, 2006



6 pieces geometry wooden puzzles.
Name unknown.......................



Time passes very fast i forgotten how long have I bought it.
And how long i have left it separated like that on the table.

These few days my hand got naughty & itchy thenstarted to play around with it.



Finally 2 days ago I got it solved.I was very excited & thrilled.

But today when I looked at it closely i felt upset.
Look at it...it is so colorful. I think it is just a toy for kid.

As long as u remember the combination of the color before disamble it, it should be quite easy to solve it.*&*&&(*()())